As my heart is love for the whole world, my mind is "ecstatic" & living in u·to·pi·a. Euphoria(yoo-FOR-ee-uh) is how I preceive every angle of life. My spirit is very alive but sadly my body doesn't follow due to a severe tragedy, my fatal car accident(3-16-97/9:30am). This giving me an abstractness towards life uncompromisable to "normal" people. Many people have associated my looks to resemble Johnny Depp in Secret Window, if that complicates anything, I'm sorry but you'll get over it.
Also, I am constantly walking for PEACE on the streets of Yellow Springs, Ohio but I do experience purpose in my life as I "fill in the cracks" of everyone's life for a better society. So, with this lengthy summary of my little "bubble" world & if you think you can accomodate me in any way then please do get in touch with me. My email is white.crow.oneluv@gmail.com Thank you....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Alone by Edgar Allan Poe~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.
~~~~~~~~Metamorphosis of a Breaking Heart by SiLeNtLy ScReAmInG~~~~~~~~
www.poems-and-quotes.com/author.html?id=269685
Watch this heart shatter, The broken pieces scatter, From here, clear to there, Watch my paper heart begin to tear. Watch my happy smile falter, My facial expressions slowly alter, The glimmer in my eyes fade to grey, Ignore the tears I quickly brush away. Listen to the words I speak, Hear only the answers that you seek, Turn away, turn your back, Don't look at me, my world is going black. Just stay away, don't turn around, Don't see me fall, don't watch me drown, Looking back is a waste of time, In the end you were never mine. No excuses, no more wasted words, Tell your I'm sorry's to the birds, Each one is empty, cold, and useless, Without action, without feeling, meaningless. Keep them to yourself, don't give them to me, All along I said I was blind, but now I finally see, It was the perfect lie, never actually true, Guess I shouldn't have believed, not in you. Always expected the bomb to drop, Anticipated the pain that'd make my heart stop, Always said you'd leave me first, Looks like worst did come to worst. Lost my radiant sun, my forever light, My world plunging deep into eternal night, The tears, falling from my eyes like rain, Keep your eyes averted, avoid seeing my pain. Don't tell me that you still care, not anymore, No more lies, I'm watching you break for the door, Just turn and go away, have your happily ever after, Let the wind blow me back wisps of care free laughter. Just saying it for your benefit, don't worry I'll be alright, Everyone tells me that I'm strong, that I have the will, the might, Just have to make it through, time will help me heal, But I'll tell you this too, you'll never understand the pain I feel.
http://www.mapsofwar.com/ind/history-of-religion.html
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http://humanityhealing.ning.com/profile/_white_crow_
*Our ~Thoughts~ Can Change The World* by myspace.com/circleofwellness
It is time We fully realize the impact our thoughts have upon each other, and upon the collective condition of our species. Behind every thought there is an Intent, and every Intent moves the creative energies of the world. Contained in this realization are the REAL self and mutual progress. We must never lose sight of our ability to change the world into a paradise of *Peace and *Prosperity. Over the centuries, it is We who have generated this global condition, or current WORLD MIND. The fearful world society we see today, is the mutual creation of destructive intentions. It is We who may *Change that condition for the better. ~The responsibility for what grows in the *Garden is the Gardener's alone.~ This planet can either grow the weeds of our carelessness, or the *Sweet fruits of right action, depending upon the seeds each mind sows for itself and others. Every thought is a Seed planted in the surrounding *Ethers. If we give up or neglect our *Garden, then we will neither prosper nor survive, in this self-made collective consciousness. This is just a cosmic fact of life. Let us choose what is clearly the greater seed to be planted, as a measure of our innate human Wisdom. We must take into account the influences of the WORLD MIND upon our every waking moment, knowing that no feeling or thought is an island unto itself.
"Healing yourself is connected with healing others">>> **Yoko Ono**
Who I'd like to meet:
Astrologically speaking, Cancer is the yin to my yang since I am Sagittarius; though, I am prone to adapt greatly to those with a similar mentality than I. My ethnicity is German, English, Irish, Phillipino, & Hillbilly. I am a firm believer in fate so is it also firm in your mind?
Status: Single
Here for: Serious Relationships, Friends
Orientation: Straight
Hometown: Ft. Wayne, IN
Body type: 6' 3" / Slim / Slender
Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
Religion: Other
Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius
Smoke / Drink: Yes / No
Children: Someday
Education: Some college
Occupation: White Crow / Street Doctor / Professional Wanderer
Income: $250,000 and Higher
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Amy